it's been sometime yet again. i am too busy with school and work already. and i haven't mention about my new phone right? so it's BlackBerry curve, which i've been aiming for it all along. my Nokia E71, i dumped it to my sister.

anyway, soon our outlet gonna have another new staff. and all our staff is a malay girl. very niceee!

oh, out of the almost 2 years i've been studying in NYP, for this sem, i've received my first ever warning letter. that's so not nice.

and about my common test, i am proud to announce that i've failed 1 out of 3 modules. -____- i've not been studying well anyway, so it's expected.

and for this coming week, it's gonna be hard. i've got lab test, quiz and presentation from monday till thursday. yes, all in one shot.

i know it's been hard, and you get so frustrated. looking for a reason or rhyme to how i think. i don't know how to help, so i repeat myself. hoping that the words will come out, different every time.

cause we both feel the pain, we just say it different ways. hear my heart before you hear my lips. because i can't win this game, if i don't know how to play. don't give up. just try and understand, i'm doing the best i can.

love will turn you into things you never thought you'd be, and love will make you look at things you didn't want to see. i know that it feels just like we're drifting out to sea, but love is holding on when all the world is telling you to leave.