i've ever felt like that many times before. and now i'm feeling it again for my dear friend, nana, who's grandma just went to meet dear Allah this morning. to hear her crying over the phone makes my heart sank, cause nana has always been a strong girl. and i hope, she'll be as strong as she has been to overcome this situation plus, the examinations we're all going through this two weeks.

my greatest condolences to nana and family.

i know i've been into fried chicken these days. everytime i went out, i see and want to eat fried chicken. even i am dreaming myself eating fried chicken. are all these chickens trying to haunt me?

anyway, i've got my ang pao from work and i've spent it all up. i've not even get my hair and eyelashes done, but the money were all used up. really, i cannot get hold on cash. i'd tend to use it. gaaaaahh!

i'm soooo going to do my eyelashes and my hair!

and you know what, i am very grateful to have mama. cause she'd paused her busy work at home just to rescue me at my workplace to buy me a food just when i told her i was reallyreally hungry.

anyway, nabilah! i know the feeling of not having someone we're close to in school is different when they're not around. but let's try our best for next semester. if you think you cannot do it without either ummai or me, i'm worst. cause i've always depend on you and everyone one else all these years. what's not? everytime when i finish school early, or i came to school early, or we have breaks at the same time, or i'm in need of kotex, or everything, you'd rescue me. next semester, i'm on my own already and i'm sure it's gonna be tough. so let's be strong and yeah, screeeew NYP!

and there's no holidays for me when i've already plan what to do, what to have, who to meet for my upcoming holidays. gaaaaaahh!

i am totally nervous. if Faizal were to be the same specialization course as me, i'd feel better. but he's not. dear Allah, please let the time go slow until the day i can accept the fact that i still gotta do my FYP first.

darker side of the note, i'll be having a common test this week, 3 exams the 2 weeks after. all of this blends well to my fear.

you know why?

cause it's been more than a month since i last met superhuman. we both really had a hard time to spare for each other since he's busy with his NS, while i'm busy with school and work.

so we both play a part to put some time aside for each other. and the best part is, he's been sacrificing himself just to make me feel happy.

anyway, believe it or not, we met for two days straight. saturday and sunday. and for that both days, we're out with my hyundai getz along. he fulfilled my wish to drive him around someday, and getting myself pampered with fried chicken from arnolds on saturday.

which as for sunday, our plan was to eat at jalan kayu but the parking attendant was on duty and i have no parking coupon at that moment. therefore we head off to rasa21 instead.

so after everything, we parked my hyundai getz at my home carpark, then we took bus to my workplace. and by then he accompanied me at work all the way until nine plus. which make himself reached his camp laaaate!

after showing him my mini project, i secured my grade D already.

he walked away so i googled for void.

i secured grade C.

grade B is in my hands now. ^.^

and from there, i got an A for it. thank you for your guidance dear Allah. =)

so anyway, i can say that i'm done with almost all of my modules. i'll be coming back to school for short hours of lectures these week and for the week after, it'll be my common test and exam period. time flies eh?

we had a mini celebration for Syaf's 20th birthday earlier. i really hope she likes it. and to my poly mates, sorry for keep dragging the dinner date. i'll make it up to all of you, promise.