after giving it a brutal thought, i finally decide to stay and continue with it. i am not good at deciding but i hope this is right. i don't wish to see any party getting hurt because of me. but by trying doesn't kills right?
anyway, i know you readers don't understand my story. one minute i am down, the next minute i am back to me again. it's a difficult situation whereby i don't understand myself either.
anyway, it's over.
and to you, thank you for not leaving when i begged you to leave.
it's sunday and i'm schooling again tomorrow. and the day after. and the.............anyway, school has been draggy during lectures and tutorials and practicals but not during break or after school of course. i don't know. sometimes when i am determine to study, i find myself talking and laughing with my mates. how?
and it's only been a week in school and i have 3 equizzes to cover by 2359 tonight. but not to worry, i've done it all. hehe!
oh have i mentioned the movie titled Darah?
yeahh, catched it with Imran last Wednesday. sucha violent scene. very bloody. bodies chopped into pieces. stupid Darah's angry look scares the shit out of me. started to panic where all the lights went off in one of those scenes. and i just feel like puking the minute they..........ewww! i should not continue.
so that's for Imran's special day.
which to me is nothing special.
i'm sucha jerk at handling special days, alone. cause we only meet up at YCK int, took 72 to tamp, took 21 to EHub, get the tix to Darah movie, ate at KFC, then tadaaaaa! home. -_-
but he said he's totally happy spending his day with me. awwwww! now that's the word i preety expect it from him - happy!
hehe!
and last Friday i get to spent my time after school with Nana, Nabilah and Ummai! we're four together again, just like the old times sitting at south canteen with our foods during our break time. okay i am exagerating.
but seriously, our break time now is total different. that's not nice.
